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Lily, do you still remember this song? This was the song that we sang together in abang’s room. Even though abang’s voice wasn’t that good, you still did not say anything.

Today, abang visited your grave. Abang finally realised that abang has to move on. It’s very hard Lily, knowing the fact that abang has spent 14 years with you. Abang will start my college tomorrow and abang will always remember you. Abang hopes that abang can move on. Insya allah.

Lily, Im so sorry because Abang did not have the chance to bring you to the cinema to watch movies for the last time. But trust me Lily, Abang hasnt watched Ngangkung and Hantu Kak Limah too because Abang has promised to bring you to watch these two movies. But, adik bought Ngangkung just now and abang watched it. Lily, you dont have to be dissapointed because the movie wasnt that good as we always imagined. Lily, you dont have to be worried. Abang wont forget you even though Abang will be going out watching movies with other people because watching movies with you is not the same. trust me :-)

** Lily, abang has put the flowers that you love to smell on your grave. Abang hopes you can smell them from wherever you are :-). And abang promise to you Lily, abang will try to smile and be 'Abang' Back. Insya allah :-)